12/11/13
EPISODE # 4


AFTER ALL MY YEARS OF "RECREATION", I WAS NOT HAPPY. OVER AND OVER I SOUGHT HAPPINESS IN THE WINE BOTTLE, THE REEFER BAG AND THE CRACK
PIPE.HONESTLY, THE SEX WAS UNFULFILLING BECAUSE THERE WAS NO LOVE...

WHY AM I REVEALING MY SORDID PAST YOU MIGHT WONDER?? WHY AM I
EXPOSING DETAILS OF MY LIFE THAT ONLY MY FAMILY KNOWS ABOUT??
WHAT ABOUT MY PRIDE??? WELL, I WASN'T TOO PROUD  TO SMOKE
UP MY RENT MONEY, MY GROCERY MONEY OR MY CARFARE. I WASN'T TOO
PROUD TO MAKE A WHORE OF  MYSELF....

SO  WHAT'S THE REASON? , OR SHOULD I ASK WHO'S THE REASON??? IT WAS
THE LORD JESUS CHRIST THAT PRESERVED ME, THAT KEPT ME FROM BEING
KILLED, OR WINDING UP IN THE NUT HOUSE....IT WAS HIS GRACE, MERCY
AND LOVE FOR ME THAT COMPELS ME TO TELL MY STORY. IT IS FOR HIS GLORY
THAT HE WILL TAKE A MAN LIKE I WAS AND MAKE ME BRAND NEW!!!
I THANK THE LORD THAT I CAN  CLAIM 9 YRS OF SOBRIETY.
                                                                                               RONALD J LAMB